For a change

Hi!!! to all,well actually to those who are still reading my blog.If you guys noticed all my posts here r kinda errrrrrr..................sad.Well,actually I only Blog here during my sad times.Alternatively if anyone of you want to read about my good times you can come to this blog http://2theheart.blogspot.com/ , you will find it more..............er..........Heartwarming..hehe..
Oh yez, i would also like to announce that i am reviving my blogs...well after one year.:-) so cheers to all and God Bless

"Freakishness" Of Life

IZs Outline
I know everyone goes through life with many problems,but have you ever thought why do we live in a life that twist and turns everytime.Why do we suffer living in this life in the 1st place.Isn't it freakish to see your life just filled with problems you don't want to be in.Life is a trap ,waiting for you to step right into it............................

All the temptations you face.....................

The guilt.................

The shame.....................

The problems......................

Are they there to fill up your pittyful life........................

An unanswerable question........................

Comming back

I came back from school with a huge hole in my stomach ,waiting to feast the food on the table.Another new year has dawn...............................duno weather to feel happy:) or sad:(.
As time passed,the homework started to pour in.....................................(I was literary drowned by the tonns of homework)


Add Maths has jumbeled my brain .

Bio .Physics, and Chemistry confused me even more.

Life seemed kinda hard at that point.looking back from1,2,3 were 50 times easier than form 4.

Then i was elected as editor for my class mag.

The probles started creepping in one by one.

does life seem to be slow and torturious or swift and happy????????????????????????????

Late Nite

On Christmas night my neighbour invited me to have a drink at the Mamak stall in front of my house.(by the way he is a Christian).It was like 12am and we both ordered our drinks,he ordered teh-o-limau, and i had myself a Teh Tarik.The night was cool and it was windy because it was near the sea.On this Christmas night the stars in the night sky did not shine as bright as they usually shone.Noise from the cars on the street were ringing in my ears.It was not the usual Christmas that i usually have with my family because I was all alone.My family was not with me during Christmas.I sat down uneasily seeping my bubbling hot Teh Tarik.The surrounding was kind of dirty,but its usual for a Mamak stall to be this dirty.Then we started talking.1st we talked about our PMR results.Then the main point came,churches now are breaking up.

Its a ture and sad truth.Its been going on like this for manymany years but no one really takes it seriously.

I Lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its so very sad.I lost in squash.So did my youngest bro and my biggest.My guys kinda easy.
my big bro in his 1st set had to play with Malacca's Top player.What a bad day, i think i lack training.
Well at least I have the plate event,where all the losers play another set to see who is the best of the losers.I must try my best.Mybe i can win this event.
Well you can't always win at everything right.Well,there's always next year and by then I will be back and ready.
Training is important in winning a game.Thats the only thing i lack.

The Underdog!

I just watched 'Dodge Ball:A True Underdog Story' yesterday night.It was kinda funny .It is about a bunch of losers trying to save their gym.

Is it true, can an underdog really win.It seems impossible but they made it.

I'll be going for a squash tournament tomorrow and my first opponent is this boy named Chi Lim who won me 5 months ago in school.Is it possible that i can win.Whoever is reading this please pray for me .I've been training hard for this tomorrow.

Sometimes in life many things seem impossible.One thing is for sure is that you have to trust God in everything you do.I find it kinda hard to trust God in my life.Whatever it is , winning is not the main thing.It is trying your your best that is important.

For now I lay everything down and practice and playing my best tomorrow.

Lost to a girl????????????

What a day>>.............................Just went for squash training at 6pm.
Not just any girl.Its Malacca's 2nd best player, next to Sharon Wee.
She beat me flat 9:0.
Well life is like that.
you've got to accept it when you lose.
i feel sad:[
I must train harder man.Victory can't just come that easily.
Perseverence can lead enlightenment.
For now i am filled with emberresment.